My name is Ellie, I'm just another girl on this planet and I do what I need to do to survive in this society.


Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them,” I said.

"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. That’s what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.

Anonymous asked
are you single??




Nawh, I’m dating this guy named Max and he’s pretty okay.

"Pretty okay" lol wut

You’re average. 5/10. 

On a good day.

You say: I dated her a while back. You don’t say: Sometimes, when i’m holding you, i imagine the smell of her vanilla perfume.

You say: She was younger than me.
You don’t say: The sixteen summers in her bones warmed the eighteen winters my skin had weathered.

You say: iI’s nothing now.
You don’t say: But it was everything then.

Auriel H., Some Things Are Better Left Unsaid (via larmoyante)

There have been so many
before him
that I keep telling myself
I will get over him too.

But truthfully
I have felt the same way about
him that I did
the first time we had a real conversation
4 years ago
and I knew
he was someone I could
always see myself with.

He is an ocean, with depth
so carefully hidden
beneath the surface
but he has let me
into his life
and he has become
one of my best friends.

My only mistake with him
was letting him keep me on a shelf
for as long as he did
while I made him my
reason for happiness
I can no longer imagine my life
without the ocean.

an ocean lover (via fuckyouveryveryymuch)

so they asked me about
and what i saw in you -
they wanted to understand
who you are and
what you meant to me
and as i told them about you
and us;
i left some parts unspoken
(those are our memories)
and some things hidden
(even you don’t know)
but if you were to ask me,
i wish i could tell them
how i wanted us to be
more than friends

(via escafeism)

you think of this as a milestone, as a huge part of your life that you’d look back on once you’re old and grey and bedridden. but it’s not. it won’t really matter. you’ll be with the same people you don’t necessarily hate, but don’t like either. you’ll meet people you’d learn to hate. it’s sad because school’s becoming more synonymous to social life than education. but this not really mattering once you’re old and grey and bedridden doesn’t really matter to you right now. because there’s only your knees buckling right now, heart thumping, mind racing. your senses are heightened and everything seems zoomed in. so burn that magnifying glass and look at the bigger picture.

MJLno one hears quickened breaths in this loud world (request)